Nov 9th?
I am laying in bed tonight, not feeling very good. Trav left about 11 and I fell asleep before he even said he was home. Eric text me about 230 and woke me up.... its now 5 and I still can't sleep. Nate finally filed for divorce... I counted and if I am correct January 26th I will be legally divorced. I have been thinking about him lots lately. I'm not sure why. I miss him a lot sometimes. I miss holding him, cause yes... I held him. I miss his morning kisses on my forehead. I miss his ninja rolls. Above all, I miss his friendship. He has his faults like everyone, but he really is a good guy!
With that being said, I wish I was dating someone. I wish someone cared enough to take the time to take me out. To spend time with me, and to treat me well. I wish Eric cared enough to TRUELY be my friend. I wish Brandon didn't drive me up the wall, then be so awesome. I with Justin didn't have a girlfriend lol.
Keenan text me today, a little out of the blue. Said he wants to hang out soon. I reminded him he owes me dinner. I think we will be doing a dinner date soon.
For as much as I want someone to be around, I am very terrified.
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