Things I like... about me

I like that I like to smile
I like that I like to have fun
I like that I'm learning to stand up for myself
I like that I give people 2nd chances
I like that I like to get away by myself and go drive for no reason
I like that I love to read
I like my freckles
I like my smile
I like my eyes
I like that I like the way I look
I like that I adore my best friends Trav and Liz
I like that I try to keep good people in my life
I like that I do what I want and dont let others decide things for me
I like that I am getting food and pie at 342 am just cause I can and it sounded good
I like that I have been kicked and drug around by my hair and still manage to be happy this year
I like that I am strong
I like that I am stubborn
I like that I dance around to music blasting far too loud at any given moment
I like that people take notice of me
I like me.

Nate.. again

You're consuming my mind! You would be proud of me for losing weight and be pushing me to eat more than I have been because its not healthy. You would have come to my rescue and given me a big hug and kiss and said it was all going to be okay. We would be spending Xmas together. We would have our first tree together. We would be talking babies, or maybe even have one on the way. I always adored you. I miss you, and love you, and cry about you in the middle of the night. I'm so sorry for hurting you.