50 Shades of Becca? What?!

Last night JW came over. Well we sat there talking no big... ended up kissing a bit and just kind of laying across each others backs etc. He sat on the edge of my bed so I wrapped myself behind him and rubbed his back for him. He seemed so incredibly sad! While we kissed I was on top of him for a little and was kind of pinning him down and holding his hands above his head.

Today.. he tells me that i'm kind of dominate. Umm *Flashes to 50 shades of grey book and slightly panics* WHAT? He just said I was a little bossy and kind of took what I wanted. bahahahaha... Umm... I never thought of it that way, but I guess he is right.

I like what I like, is that bad? I'm really glad nothing more happened. He isn't in a good place to just have a simple relationship and I can't do drama or complicated. Simplicity is a hard thing to come by but right now, that's all i'm willing to do.